Alexia at 06:07 pm
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Just thought i'd share this sad and sweet story...

10th Grade
As I sit here in English class, I watch the girl next to me. She is my 'best friend'. I stare at her long, silky hair.. and wish she was mine. But she doesn't notice me. Not like that. After class, she walks up to me and asks for the notes she had missed the day before. I hand them to her. She says, "Thanks!" and gives me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

11th Grade
The phone rings. It's her. She is in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asks me to come over, she doesn't want to be alone. As I sit next to her on the sofa, I stare at her soft eyes.. and wish she was mine. After 2 hours, 1 Drew Barrymore movie, and 3 bags of chips, she decides to go to sleep. She looks at me and says, "Thanks!" and gives me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

Senior Year
The day before prom, she walks up to me. Her date is sick. In 7th grade we had made a pact, that if we didn't have dates, we'd go to the prom together as 'best friends'. So we did. All night, we laugh and dance. I stare at the way the light dances in her eyes.. and wish she was mine. After prom ends, I stand at her doorstep. She says, "I had the best time, thanks!" and gives me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

Graduation
Days pass, then weeks, then months.. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watch as her perfect body floats like an angel up onto the stage. I wish she was mine. But she doesn't notice me. Not like that. After the ceremony, she cries as she hugs me. Then she lifts her head and says, "You're my best friend, thanks!" and gives me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

Her Wedding
Now I sit in the church. My best friend is getting married. She's getting married now. I watch her say, "I do" to begin her new life. I wish she was mine. But she never noticed me. Not like that. After the ceremony, she comes to me. She says, "You came!" and kisses me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.

Years pass. I stare down at the coffin of my best friend. At the service, they read one of her old diary entries from high school. "I stare at him, wishing he was mine. He doesn't notice me like that. I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him. But I'm just too shy, and I wish I knew why. I wish he would tell me he loved me.."

"I wish I did too.." I thought to myself, and I cried.

Alexia at 06:01 pm
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Monday, March 14, 2005

*Backflip* Hell yea!

I finally get to start driver's ed. Rawr! Just the thought brings tears to my eyes. Hehe. I don't get to drive alone thou. At least not until college/when I live away from the parental units. They don't trust their little girl...

Anywhoo. MEAPs are this week. Michigan Educational Assesement Program. Damn schlumpars...It's so pointless. I took the science one today for two hours. It was mostly about earth science and guess what? I never took earth science. Imagine how well I did...I have three hours of writing test tomorrow. Oh well. At least it'll all be over soon. In like. Uhm. Five months?

And as i'm writing this i'm looking for a new picture for a new layout. Hehe. I already have one made but i'm just not happy with it. I know I can do better. I just need to try harder...

Alexia at 03:49 pm
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Saturday, March 12, 2005

Ok. Well. This is great. I skipped my SATs. Shut up. I know. Bad. Oh well. I'll just take the May one. I was not ready at all and i'm not gonna take a terrible score just b/c i'm a loser and i've been slacking off. Grr.

Surprise surprise. My dentist said I need root canal. Again. Idiot. My mom says she's taking me to a professional that specializes in this kindda stuff before we do anything. Quote: "Well i'm not sure which teeth it is but it looks bad from the xray so lets root canal it." Hrm. How about fawk no?...

Nothin else is new...Hmm...Oh. Kk might be moving to South Carolina. Bleh. Senior year is gonna suck munkeh butt. And i'm really cranky right now because i've had a terrible day and i'm fawkin tired. My stupid friend woke me up again today. I need to learn to turn my phone off before I go to bed...Well ya i'm stupid thou I keep forgeting. Hmmmmz. My head hurts.

Rawr.

Alexia at 11:57 pm
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Saturday, March 5, 2005

Bleh. I just found out that I have to go to the dentist at 4pm today. Gah. He loves to tell me that I need root canal when I don't. He's like oh a toothache? We better root canal you just in case...Uhm how about no? ...

Gah I can't believe how busy I am this month. I havn't been able to like even catch a breathe... =( Next week is even worst. I don't get home until about 8pm every day next week and then I have SATs on next Saturday. Bleh. Some fun shiat.

I feel horrible. I totally made Rinny confess to the guy she likes that she likes him and now it's all weird between them. Hrm. I have to fix this but she lives pretty far away and i'm so fawkin busy right now...Gahh *rips hair out*

Me and my friends are already making plans for prom hehe. We're gonna go shoppin for dresses during spring break x] Whewt whewt!!

I just got my progress report back yesterday. It's probably the worst that i've ever done in school...I only have one A. Hrm. But but but. I know I have two other A's that arn't there yet because my teachers didn't have the time to put in the new grades and stuff. So I have three A's. That's still really bad. I have a B- in math. Lowest I have ever gotten in my entire life in math. Math is supposed to be easy damn it. It's fawkin trig that's messin me up. Gah. And the quiz I took yesterday (the one that I left 1/4 blank) doesn't really help either eh? Hrm...

Alexia at 11:50 am
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Sunday, February 27, 2005

YaY! I finally got my laptop fixed! Hehe. I managed to bug my dad enough so that he will fix it. And by bugging him I mean hogging the comp even if i'm just sitting infront of it doing homework...Yes but it did work so y'all shut it =]

Like I said, I do have a new layout ready. I'll look over the coding again (cuz I forgot after 2 weeks lol) and i'll get it up after SATs. Yes SATs. Damn fawkers...Making me take useless standardized tests. Grr. It's on March 12th and i've already planned to go to a play on the 13th (maybe 12th but then I might stay the night) so the new layout will probably be up on the 15th?

"Thank you come again" lmao I just saw "Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle" yesterday xD Gah that's a funny movie. It's not even like stupid funny. It's just funny. Better than "Saw" which I watched on Wednesday and scared me shitless lol. Well it wasn't scary it was just disturbing...Grr thinking of it is making me all disturbed and paranoid again. Ok shut it.

I'm watching the Oscars right now hehe. Well, not really watching. More like just have it on.

Last night, I tried to get my parents to get me a new cell but didn't work lol. I'm not convincing enough. Hrmz. Today's the third time in 2 weeks that i've been woken up by one of my idiotic friends. Who the hell calls people at five am? Grr apparently my friends. Flippin' idiot =D I shall turn my cell off before I go to bed from now on.

I'm getting really sleepy. So good night.

Alexia at 11:27 pm
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Thursday, February 17, 2005

:/

Well. I tried. I really did! I had a new layout and everything!

Approximately 2:30PM on Tuesday, my laptop officialy died. Yes the laptop with all of my files and crap. Isn't it just the best timing? :/ I left it on too long so the wiring burned...I'm going to try to get a new wire or whatever but if I can i'll have to get a new computer. Then I have to download all of my software and files and everything again. I might be able to save some files using the 5 minutes I have left on my battery or beg my cousin to lend me her wiring thing (even thou she lives hours away) but i'll try. I'm not promising anything thou.

Right now, i'm on my parents comp. Yes the piece of shit comp. Grr. Well at least I had fun yesterday hehe. Me and two other friends spent the day driving around, going to random places, prank calling White Castle, and watched a school play. Fun shiat yep yep...

Alexia at 05:28 pm
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Friday, February 11, 2005

Heyaz! Well I don't have school next week because it's mid-winter break yippie! I'll be trying my best to get all my websites up and running again with the time that I have. Right now, the week looks like this...Monday is Valentine's Day but since I have no valentine (damn...lol) me and Faye (maybe some other people too dunno yet) are gonna go to dinner and then go see Hitch...yay the excitement...lol. Tuesday, me and Khaye are gonna go up to Michigan State and go take a look see. It's a two hour drive each way so I think that's gonna take the whole day there. The rest of the time i'm supposed to be studying for the SATs and ACTs. Grrrr... The rest of the time is gonna be spent (hopefully) getting my sites up again hehe.

Alexia at 03:24 pm
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Monday, February 7, 2005

Gahh Alex has been a bad bad gurl lmao... Sorry everyone. I know I have been completely disregarding this website (even thou it is my homepage...) but I swear to god (oh god don't be mad if I somehow manage to screw up again) that I will get everything fixed by the end of Mid Winter Break :) And for those of you that don't know, mid winter break is next week. Whewt! xD Love yaz!

Grr i'm starting to talk like a stupid 10 year old online...Not good. Definately not good.

Alexia at 10:03 pm
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Sunday, October 10, 2004

Hahaha I just found another cartoon of the Bush administration that is SO totally true. Well not really because he didn't really fool me the first time around either...I was all for Gore!

It's another one panel comic but it has a roll-over that's hilarious :3

Alexia at 12:45 pm
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Saturday, October 9, 2004

Oh my freaking god. I just saw the funniest little comic thing ever!!

It's just one picture so it doesn't take long to read so you have to click and see it!!!

I hope all of you get it. If you don't, I seriously want to slap you in the face. How could you not know some thing as important as what is made fun of in the comic?? Anyways, no, i'm not dead. I'm just semi-dead from all the homework i'm getting...

Alexia at 05:36 pm
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